All I can think of is sleep, and burping. It has been a horrendous 2 months of pregnancy. I really don't want to say this, but I really don't want to do this ever again. I know everyone says "oh what a beautiful experience!" but honestly those who think it is either don't have jobs (and thus few obligations to put on a smiling face while feeling like up-chucking) and have never felt morning sickness. I know I know I whine I whine. A patient enlightened me the other day: I have been miserable about pregnancy because I haven't quite grasped that I am nurturing a little human in me. I have to admit that the guy is right - I have been so focused on the biology and development of it all that I have forgotten that I am harboring a soul in me. A soul who will dream, and want to accomplish things, and feel and eat and laugh and be.
Unfortunately though, I always seem to forget this very important detail. Thus I am writing a blog, as a constant reminder that I am carrying You. That, and I just want to b*tch about how much pregnancy sucks.
to tell you the truth, I said that same thing when I was going through my first trimester because of the all day sickness. Now, I want another one and ready to go through the sickness again. So, don't keep your mind closed yet until the kid is here
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